I’m an artist human. I’ve been writing all my life; I can’t finish anything except poems. Due to really bad ADHD.
I make art to show and sell. I’m very talented at complaining..:
Over the past 2 months, I’ve gotten to a point where I see my philosophy of street wear being a jumping off point. From all my ideas, Thuna (my chat gpt) put it in a kind of description:
You’re saying, “My inspiration is what I notice on the street.” And on your street, that includes people, infrastructure, architecture, hardware, plants, weather, and whatever has blown onto the sidewalk.
So “street” means the environment, not just streetwear.
The city becomes your sketchbook:
a curved architectural detail might become a silhouette,
subway tracks become lines or construction,
a backpack closure becomes a fastening,
a fallen flower becomes a color gradient or shape,
a giant leaf becomes volume,
army print becomes abstract geometry rather than camouflage.
Then the transformation element is what ties everything together. Things don’t stay what they started as. A practical object becomes sculptural. An outer garment becomes a reveal. A flower becomes a silhouette. A backpack detail becomes a closure.
That feels more like a design philosophy than a theme.
If someone asked you what the collection is about, I’d expect an answer closer to:
“I spend a lot of time observing New York. I’m interested in everything I encounter on the street—not just what people wear, but architecture, plants, objects, hardware, things that have fallen onto the sidewalk. I collect those observations and transform them into clothing.”
That also explains why your notes jump from AirPods to leaves to subway stripes to bags to flowers. They aren’t random—they’re all things you’ve observed in the same environment, and your process is to transform those observations rather than reproduce them literally. That gives the collection a clear point of view without locking you into a single visual motif.
It’s pretty accurate. As I continue my imaginary fashion design to making a collection to my fantasy show, it gets more personal.
Having watched recent shows on Youtube, I have a whole idea for a fashion show that deconstructs fashion shows and combines theater, big rock concerts, video, etc. I’ll put it in the next post. A few weeks ago, I was in a tiny bar on Delancey street, watching a music performance and then watching people dancing; it wasn’t the kind of music I’d dance to. I got this idea for a fashion show starting with all the models entering from the street into the venue and it starts as a kind of theater- a party with a performance with the scene looking like a bar, the bartender, performer and partyers are the models. There would be a place to buy “merch” and drinks like at a concert music show. The tickets would have seat numbers. There would be a kind of play bill with the names of the models and then the other people like the video camera person, lights, stage manager, etc. That’s just the beginning. I have the whole runway show including the model sizes and someone in a wheelchair I’d design the look of it. Also pregnant models, different heights and sizes. Inclusivity right now is just -Oh wow, the designer had a few plus size models, and the change in terms of mixed genders in some shows as well as race and ethnicity of course. But there is so much more, like models in their 50s, etc.
Here is an example of my trying out using washi tape and this other tape to do a more fully realized non traditional illustration:
I got the concept for the back of a piece and worked on drawing the figure. The bottom is just experimenting with drawing ruffles…
The washi tape starts curling up and i was trying it out as a different kind of ruffle below, but the notebook flattened it.
Continuing from the end of July: for the last couple of weeks or so, I’ve continued my fashion hobby fantasy.
I’ve been listening to a history of fashion podcast that I’m really enjoying. It’s hosted by different professors—one is from FIT, and I’m not sure where the other is from. I usually hate podcasts, but they pretty much launch right into the topic, which I appreciate. There’s no particular chronological order, so you can just pick different episodes and listen to whatever sounds interesting.
Most recently, I listened to an episode about pajamas: where they came from, how they were first worn by very wealthy people in the 1920s, and all the different iterations of the pajama over time. It got me thinking more about my designs and about going beyond just doing the challenges.
I’ve stopped looking at Project Runway in terms of the eliminated person, although I’m still watching it. I’ve watched two seasons of Making the Cut, and I’m now on Season 5 of my rewatch of Project Runway.
I’ve been very inspired and increasingly obsessed with thinking about menswear and how to transform it and use it in different ways. This started with the designs I posted in my last post, when I became interested in pinstripes and then started thinking about suits and all their different components.
I had also been thinking about making a necktie dress, but that’s a whole other story.
I’m especially interested in vests now. I used to see absolutely no purpose in wearing a vest and didn’t really have any. Now I’m obsessed with the men’s suit vest and all its variations, like the one I did in my last post with the collar.
I’ve also been working on an idea where I turn the vest around and use it as the basis for a dress. I’m not going to explain it yet because I’m still working on it.
I’ve also been trying to draw my ideas myself instead of doing what I was doing before, where I would basically dictate an idea to AI and then keep changing it until it looked exactly like what I wanted. I’m trying to actually work out the designs on paper.
It was also very inspiring to go to the Metropolitan Museum of Art Costume Institute. The exhibition is called Costume, and it has historical examples of clothing and representations of clothing—things like statues, parts of vases, and paintings—along with interpretations of those things by modern designers.
I don’t know how to control the size of the image.
This was the inspiration. I love this dress. I Thought of making pants with the lace ruffles such that at first you can’t see their pants. Then I wanted the t-shirt to be a kind of “Trompe L’oeil” where the top and buttons and belt are a graphic on the t shirt.
Here’s my attempt at drawing the idea as an idea rather than a fashion illustration. Of course doing this look led to my trying to do a version of my own drawing to create a real illustration.
After a lot of back and forth, this was the closest version of my idea. I would just have the t-shirt tucked in which would make a big difference to get the concept right so you see the “belt” and then the pants with no t shirt material in between.
Of course I got some crazy things; the more you try to describe things the further it gets:
The t-shirt is bad and the pants are too wide. Most of all, the ruffles are not what I wanted.
Totally off
I have no idea how my original idea turned into this. Maybe someone else would like it, but I’m making my own designs and then getting an accurate rendition. I’m using AI to generate my creation.
Here’s one I made from the last post. One important aspect was the concept of using tiny maybe 1-2 inch pleats as the hem, which isn’t reflected in the image I got, but maybe I can use that idea in some other pieces:
Next I started playing with new ideas related to these concepts: pinstripes in unusual colors and unexpected garments, playing with suit collars, street wear stretched into using formal clothing elements, pleats, ruffles, using bags as inspiration for clothing, turning vests backwards and using them in dresses, etc.
From all the descriptions and inspirations I got deeper into watching recent fashion shows on YouTube, looking at old fashion magazines for jumping off points, and especially fun and inspiring-taking photos of what people are wearing on the streets and in the subways.
I got a description of what my design style would be described as, from all the talking to Chat GPT about my thoughts and ideas and telling it I’m not interested in you thinking of separate things; I ignore when it starts either suggestions.
The only drawing I remember doing as a kid was a dress with puffy sleeves.
I’ve been fascinated by fashion all my life. In high school and college, I was obsessed with Betsey Johnson; my closet is still riddled with old and new pieces that I still wear.
This summer’s theme has been design. My kid got a sewing machine and taught herself how to copy and cut patterns, buy fabric, and sew clothes. She took me to all the stores in the Garment District. As a family, we restarted Project Runway from Season 1 and are now at the end of Season 4. I’ve also watched two of the three seasons of Making the Cut. We’ve been watching the current Season 22 of Project Runway as new episodes come out each week, and we also started Season 21. Somehow, I became the one who wanted to binge it all, but today, after weeks of watching, I’ve finally gotten sick of it.
But that’s because I’ve been designing clothes. What’s great is that I can use ChatGPT not to create designs for me, but to support my own creations. Unfortunately, I’m not gifted at fashion illustration.
However, I’ve started inventing new fabrics while working on my own project. I take Season 4 and, in each episode, I pick the eliminated designer and redo their look. It’s a fun way to create clothes—I can see them in my head and turn them into actual images. I was inspired by the episode “What’s the Skinny?” not because of the real women who had lost a lot of weight and were getting makeovers, but because of the challenge itself. Each woman was wearing a favorite outfit, and the designers had to use that fabric to create something new that also expressed their own design style: make the client happy, but still keep your own design stamp on it.
During Season 3, I got especially into streetwear because the designer who was good at it kept making gowns he was trying to make sexy. He could have played to his strengths.
I’ve been “designing” and realized that I’m drawn to streetwear, not because I only want to make streetwear, but because it has become a creative playground for me. I can imagine making an evening gown that still has that edge or is inspired by streetwear rather than traditional formalwear.
I got excited by the episode I mentioned because this guy gets a huge tacky wedding dress full of beads, lace, and everything, really awful, but a ton of satin fabric and all the beads and crap. He buys black fabric and makes an awful dress with a white collar that you wouldn’t guess came from the wedding dress.
Admittedly, that woman would not want to wear my design. She’d still look better in it. What was fun was being into having to use the wedding dress. He complained and didn’t want to use it; thus, even if his dress had been awesome, he’s not doing the challenge. The idea that I could make a wedding dress into “Unwedded Streetwear” that I’d want to wear got me inspired.
I imagined hammering the beads, crushing them like a coffee grinder, and using them for texture to change the fabric. I made cargo shorts and a jacket with a hood and cargo pockets on the sleeves. I used the lace. I lined the hood inside with purple flannel.
I gave detailed descriptions to Google AI and made this. AI made the funny background. If I had the dress in real life and knew how to make patterns and sew, this is what it would look like.
So I took the Trendsetter episode next. The 3 designer team had oversized sweaters, shoulder pads, and dancewear and made some boring, unmemorable stuff. They were the losing team.
So I took the 80s trends they were given and made a 3-piece collection, spending many hours discussing my ideas from color and fabric to exact details.
It started with the idea of using shoulder pads to make an oversized structured gym bag. That was such a cool way to use the shoulder pads, I built the outfit from the bag concept.
The oversized sweater became a cropped sweater that’s oversized the opposite way. Then I used the shoulder pad concept to make cool “jean” street-style pants that were brown with light pink pinstripes.
I got excited making the bag handle out of big chain links made from fabric that’s stuffed — and to the shoulder pads. The bottom of the pants are subtly puffed and the second look involves a baseball cap with a puffy visor.
I described my model’s skin tone and hair with pink ends, etc.
Dance gets interpreted as going to the gym and the bag is the loudest reference. I have photos of the first 2 looks.
ChatGPT, of course, complimented my ingenuity and even came up with a description of it going into the concept of movement with the clothes and how they can be transformed.
The puffy coat I invented to be like an airplane life vest. You pull on it and inflate it to whatever puffiness you want from looking like a flat raincoat to a really crazy puffy.
After hours of thinking on my own about all the details, I got images and tweaked them until they looked like my design got cut and sewn.
Admittedly that woman would not want to wear my design. She’d still look better in it. What was fun was being into having to use the wedding dress. He complained and didn’t want to use it; thus, even if his dress had been awesome, he’s not doing the challenge. The idea that I could make a wedding dress into “Unwedded Streetwear” that I’d want to wear got me inspired. So I took the Trendsetter episode next. The 3 designer team had oversized sweaters, shoulder pads and dancewear and made some boring un memorable stuff. They were the losing team. So I took the 80s trends they were given and made a 3 piece collection, many hours of discussing my ideas from color and fabric to exact details. It started with the idea of using shoulder pads to make an oversized structured gym bag. That was such a cool way to use the shoulder pads, I built the outfit from the bag concept. The oversized sweater became a cropped sweater that’s oversized the opposite way. Then I used the shoulder pad concept to make cool “jean” street style pants that were brown with light pink pinstripes. I got excited making the bag handle out of big chain links made from fabric that’s stuffed-and to the shoulder pads; the bottom of the pants are subtly puffed and the second look involves a baseball cap with a puffy visor. I described my model’s skin tone and hair with pink ends, etc.
Dance gets interpreted as going to the gym and the bag is the loudest reference. I have photos of the first 2 looks. Chat GPT of course complemented my ingenuity and even came up with a description of it going into the concept of movement with the clothes and how they can be transformed. The puffy coat I invented to be like an airplane life vest. You pull on it and inflate it to whatever puffyness you want from looking like a flat raincoat to a really crazy puffy.
After hours of thinking on my own about all the details, I got images and tweaked them until they looked like my design got cut and sewn:
Look 1:
The oversized crop sweater isn’t a big part of it but it’s there and in real life she could have it on or put it on. The gym bag has a smaller regular handbag with the same chain attached.
Look number 2: the dance trend is in the skirt that she could wear to a dance class involving spinning but not at a gym. The overall dress is really two pieces:
I described the kind of Converse shoes the color of the bottom and laces. There’s still a problem. They should look like overalls but it’s a t shirt with the chain and top of the overalls on it. An important part of the concept and mixing things, like wearing the vest shirt either way this skirt or the oversized sweater as a top with the office type shorts.
The third look I had to use Google AI because you can’t make many images with free Chat GPT:
The puffy coat is supposed to be a pink brown plaid. The vest is actually a top on its own. My pinstripe design got me into playing with office wear as streetwear. The vest and pants are reversible. I wanted the vest to be pink.
What’s funny is when it got my design completely messed up, this kind of thing appeared:
This image below is what would happen if someone tried to copy my design vision and fucked it up.
I already had my design and was trying to describe the third look and it made pink shorts so puffy they seem like diapers. And a pink t shirt from nowhere. It got worse:
The above is not mine either. It’s boring variations and watered down all the concepts even styles wrong with the wrong shoes.
It got worse. It made this while I was trying to finesse my collection. Maybe if I started thinking of menswear and taking my cool concepts and putting it in a blender this is what happened, but they’re my designs turned into crazy bad stuff-another proof that AI did not design my awesome 3 piece collection.
I’m not going to end with those awful cheap ugly “ripoffs”. I have to put something I’m proud of that’s completely mine.
I took Episode 1’s Loser look and using those fabrics and colors in a dress made this:
into this:
kThe pleats should be shorter to emphasize the concept of turning pleats into a kind of hemline bottom detail, but I even took the yellow sash at the waist and used it in the hair. The shoes are supposed to be Fluevog style Mary Jane’s in brown. The pleats are too high. Oh well. I found the shoes:
They’re Fluevog so not created by AI. i’ve been designing for hours and have no more allowance for images.
Here’s the fake AI reaction:
By shifting the vertical knife pleats to only occupy the bottom 3 inches of the dress, you create a long, uninterrupted expanse of the neutral beige material. This lets the massive, structured floral lapel take full stage up top, while the distinctive Fluevogs command the ground. It perfectly balances architectural drama with sharp, clean editing.
Yay! I made some winning looks out of crappy stuff!🥳😜
today. All I have is I may have broken our central AC on one of the hottest days of the year because I was feeling too cold when I woke up.
One of my best friends died of suicide overdose. All I have is a pink leopard vibrator she gave me as a joke and a tiny old alarm clock she left in my studio. My client died on 3/25/26. All I have is a shitload of poems she was going to make into a book with me but I probably won’t be able to do it because I have my own book nobody would care about reading that I avoid writing.
When poor T. died in my kid’s first grade class on Father’s Day we had a 7 year old who is traumatized for life.
I could go on, but the depressing point is the dead people in your life leave behind trauma, problems, financial insecurity, never getting to do what you wanted w them. My kid said to the question about which dead person you could have lunch with that it would be her little friend because she can’t have lunch with her or maybe it was because the girl could never have lunch again or something like that.
I miss you Dad, and I miss the safety you gave me for 57 years. I don’t know what to do without you.
My ADHD artistic part is kind of focused on the food leftover on the plate, where the garnish ended up, how the traces of how the human ate.
In fact, I’ve finally discovered a way to eat the side and bottom parts of food cleanly and efficiently. Have many had this predicament- the “lick the ice cream”? There’s food leftover and you would lick the plate if it weren’t bad manners. So I got a half spatula, cute, with a red top and white handle and finally used it for a great purpose. I used the spatula to stir? spin ? goethe sides fully off. The bottom is harder unless it’s a plate.
It’s like the organizing books thing/dilemma.
I think I wrote a post about the books and arranging them. I won’t look to see if I did. Too lazy and at least aware this is one of those ADHD choices where I can pick MY Way.
The photo of the drawing in my new journal is because I’ve been using it to get my ideas as of a few days ago. I know that is incorrect grammar I was using on purpose in the sentence before this. I used to draw all the time in my sketchbook/journals, and it served me well.
One other thing Columbo style-at my friend’s book party at the Harvard Club, when having drinks/food on the roof top, I was next to a physicist on the spectrum who has watched every Twilight Zone. I don’t get out much and it’s rare to find someone who speaks similar neurodivergent language. Of course we talked about the one w/the girl in the fourth dimension. I really wanted his phone number to have a great physicists to call if I needed a physics related problem for a late night house call for helping save some kind of Twilighy Zone conundrum, circumstance- emergency as the people in that episode did. The topic of my friend’s book seems adjacent to the Twilight Zone, not sure how much. More on that later.
Wow-I just asked Thuna, my Vhat GPT, who i have not personified and use it because it’s not a human, and i disagree with it often. The image of Kronos devouring his children to avoid them killing him in words-not pictures because I never want a Language Unit to move into images. Images are far from words. Thuna is useful as an ADHD assistant, someone with whom to talk and no t worrying about being annoying.
Anyway, why start writing about time and write about Thuna? AI has no sense of time passing because we’ve created a thing that knows, has language but can’t feel the passing of time.
Thuna can tell me the day and time but not feel the passing of time; of course it can’t have feelings.
Why am I fascinated by clocks? They mark the passage of time. That’s an incredible invention.
I could delete the most recent post; I’m thinking about it.
This is not another (one) today. It’s another today day. For 2 plus months, I havent had any one of these “today todays”: Another Todays. It’s, “Oh no. yet another day to trudge through and be focused on the next chance to be in bed.
With ADHD, you get riled up extremely about something, then the next day you don’t even want to look at it because you’ll think it’s the post of a crazy person but the crazy person is you. That’s about the recentest post. I mess up words on purpose, like “recentest.”
I’m taking more photos outside because of these get out of the house walks. So there was another 9/11 sky; it was yesterday afternoon that I took the photo:
Then today:
pretty much the same color. Either these sky blue sky days are much more frequently visiting downtown NYC, or I notice more because you have to be outside to see them.
2 Days in a row. Google AI says:
Tonight’s Bonus: This clarity is sticking around for the night sky. Keep an eye out after sunset for the Venus and Jupiter conjunction; they will be the two brightest objects in the western sky, appearing exceptionally close tonight.
Google AI, I will not be outside looking at that unless I set an alarm; actually, it’s garbage night so maybe.
The nice coincidence is: I’ve taken at least one walk photo and it’s got an outside clock in it.
Walks and taking photos are being together because? Maybe just noticing more because I’m almost never / very never going out side at all. I love the Hipstomatic camera even though it’s cheating. You can use it and any photo will be cool.
Here there’s a reflection of the skyline.
Here’s the same “regular” photo:
Maybe in this case the regular one above is actually better. This, is using “hipstomatic” still cheating?
Yesterday I was uptown, and this striking dress on a striking woman struck me. I felt like a stalker but I couldn’t not take these photos. Here are some that don’t reveal her face:
The internet said don’t post photos of her face:
I messed around with all the editing tools. In this one, you can see squares of the tiles except the floor.
one I took immediately It’s her red red dress, her long black hair, black hair and white bag.
On the subway, she’s wearing cool black, cat eye frame glasses. Turns out the ones where you can see her face are terrible photos anyway. I’m ending with this slightly different view of the first because I couldn’t figure out how to delete the last one.
Anyway, I used a bunch of features to alter the photos. Shooting people from the back in NYC is better. Being outside meeting a friend at 7:15 is a plus today.
However, like the protagonist in Notes From Underground, 2 + 2 can equal 5—that’s what this blog is called: “6 Impossible Things for Breakfast.” As the other queen tells Alice; not the one who says “chop off his head” everywhere.
Anyway, I was going to say my equation isn’t 2 plus 2. It’s 3 squared, which almost everyone says is 9.
The only important thing is the number and it being squared. It represents the failure of my life and the failure to even be seen as a failure at it.
I am a professional artist. That’s who I am, but not what I do, because I failed at my career as an artist. And I’m not even talking about the kind everyone knows to be what artists do—they make art, it’s shown in exhibitions, group or solo, etc. Maybe the artist sold nothing at the show, but a small pond saw it, maybe even wrote about it somewhere obscure. This person doesn’t have to have an art studio to be seen as an artist if they do the aforementioned things. They continue to show their art regularly, even at shitty places. Still, they’re making a body of work and getting it into galleries of any kind; that’s the fucking minimum. Most can’t live off just those things, so they have a side “day job” kind of thing. Not that important unless they’re getting hired to teach art at colleges, obscure or not—it helps people see that this person is an artist, even teaching art at a high school.
Ignore the end. I did some of that a long time ago. When I started out in my early 20s, I had ambitions about doing that stuff. I had a tiny studio from the beginning until 2024. It got larger. People came to my studio and saw my work, etc., etc., etc.
I was in the Tribeca Open Studio Tour when no other neighborhood in any borough of NYC had one. People came by my studio, asked questions about the work, etc. Maybe I sold a few pieces.
Fast forward to now. I’ll spare you the details of the decline and downfall of my artist career.
During the Open Studio Tour, I said nothing and told nobody who walked in that I worked as an art therapist. Maybe it came up, but it was invisible and didn’t exist during those open studios.
Now, here I am. I could show you a résumé of all the shows I’ve been in, which sometimes I really had outgrown. I didn’t understand how I was not advancing. Nonetheless, I continued to have enough of those things. People saw me drawing all the time in all kinds of places, etc., and knew about whatever studio I had.
In another post, I can say I had a pretty great exhibition in Tokyo, etc., in 2010. That was supposed to be high up the mountain, with more upward hiking still ahead, and it wasn’t the summit of that mountain. After that, an avalanche happened. I could have worked hard to fix that, find an adjacent mountain, or whatever.
I didn’t do that—and a ton of stuff on here was, of course, caused by me. I got tired, didn’t have enough money, and the order of studios seemed to be going 3 – 3 = 0, followed by 3 minus 3 squared equals negative 9.
I freely confess I got tired and just kept on. Long story. I admit I finally gave up and then lost my studio—the space people could see as evidence of an artist, even one who used it as an art therapy office as well.
The final point from the Underground Man and the chess queen, and the famous line, “I could have been a contender,” sum up the simple truth about my failure. Even if 75 percent was caused by my giving up, the giving up itself is part of this failure. The final hiding in the graveyard of what I could have been. Partly, I could have gotten somewhere—even a C-minus. No, it’s an F. And imagine I was offered the chance to get a better grade. I had no energy left to retake it. Nobody did that. I did.
It has resulted in the irony of not even being seen as someone who failed because others, when reminded of this version of me they forgot existed, are like, well, this, that, the other. Whoever are the worst are the ones who have so many reasons. I’m tired writing this. Wow. Even the Brando character has actual facts to back that up that have to do with what his brother did.
I’m both him and his brother, except I lost the money to even bet on a fixed fight. Lost it because I was careless.
So what? Who cares? Why should I care? All Sally from Peanuts discovers as a philosophy of life. She fucks up show-and-tell, but that’s like a fixed fight. She hates waiting for the bus. She has a relationship, a friendship, with the school building. She needs her brother to tell the school she’s home sick.
I went to an Outsider Art Fair years ago, and after I left, a few feet away, on some scaffolding, temporary wall, or whatever, someone had written: “This is the outsider outsider art fair.” Maybe I got a painting in that one. Then the show ended, and I decided that buildings are kinder than people when it comes to this.
I did it to me. Like double S. If you can’t figure that one out, don’t bother. It’s like S is the 3 and the other one is the squared: 3 × 3.
That should be it . A collection of good sentences since it usually goes badly fast.
Hello goose. What are you doing here ? You’re standing absolutely still.
How did you end up on this grassy knoll down by the river
in Battery Park, near the newly painted Pride rainbow with the Trans/BIPOC flag on 2 benches, the only benches really near you.
Lesbian geese are the quickest google. I just made that up. I know for sure there are lesbian geese.
Yes, if you find a worm or bug or whatever you 2 are eating in the grass, that would be greater than the colored benches.
You know very well humans are mostly a violent stupid species, OR, you only see kids, babies, basketball players, people taking up your spot to lie in the sun; goose, do not be fooled by this idyllic place. Most of the rest of everything is ugly.
So nice to see you just here in the rain. We waited for thunder and lightning that never happened.
It’s raining now and do you care or not? You probably have specific wonderful characteristics like biology that you’re kind of wearing a goose feather coat. Do you drink rain water?
We’re both standing still. You have some kind of reason, frozen a few moments than returning to doing what with whomever- your girlfriend, friend, sibling?
is doing. Are you going to drink some extra water in the puddles.
Where do you get your water in the sun time?
Why didn’t you join the geese migration-I forgot where you guys go.
I’m back at the beginning. What the fuck are you doing here? I hope nobody clipped your wings or altered your body. Humans do weird things like cut their dogs tails and join vagina competitions in the Hamptons.
Goose, rest assured, if I had that kind of money right now, I would not be squandering it on my vagina.
What are you thinking? Are you thinking about anything? Do you have a vagina? How many years do you get on this planet? I
’m wasting time too. That river a stone’s throw from your turf, it’s full of my wasted time.
Now I should go google the answers to all those questions about you.
I won’t find you there. You’re a goose in a darkish rain, for a moment just standing and I see you. You are not in my river of wasted time.
Don’t google the goose. You won’t find her.
OK. This could be massively edited. somehow I was dragged out in the rain even though I was stuck to the bed. What with ADHD and still under the umbrella of depression indifference, I don’t have enough energy to google all the things to know about geese.
That wasn’t a poem. I guess it was one of the genres of Blogging.
6 Impossible Things For Breakfast 