Me vs Chat GPT

These are ramblings I spoke into the microphone for 9 minutes. Just thoughts. I’m obsessed with my ADHD mind thinking vs. how Chat GPT packages it into something organized and completely devoid of any edge or authenticity, yet still these last posts have been narcissistic musings that aren’t even surprising or mysterious, just a thought dump. Here it is. I’m curious whether Chat GPT will put this into a Cheerios box essay or surprise me with something. Someone told me the more you interact with chat GPT the more it takes in how you “write” and mimics you but this is the opposite. I feel like the Guy in Madman with a secretary in a tight pencil skirt suit with perfect hair who types up my dictation. I can’t remember if he had a secretary; actually the most interesting character in it turns out to be that person. The first episode involves her starting her job. I can’t remember what she was wearing but she could never look like a “secretary “ actually administrative assistant. Growing up my lawyer dad had a “secretary”; as a kid I was interested in the boss secretary pairing and didn’t want to be either. I had fantasies of going on business trips, staying in fancy hotels and drinking Drambui actually I can’t remember the drink, after coming back to my room dressed in a business suit. Having been at a business conference; I like the idea of the business person in that image but I didn’t really think I’d do it. Like kids pretending to be construction workers. Most of them turn out to be something else. I’ll put the garble in the next post followed by what Chat GPT does. This is better than wasting time on instagram ending up googling why do people like watching airplanes after watching a bunch of airplane videos ending up in Facebook.

I’m not a plane spotter but I love airplane videos if they’re not fake. Another feature of my idea of being an adult as a kid. One time my cousin came over for a sleepover and we wanted to pretend we were taking sleeping pills before bed. My mom gave us little hard candies. We had no idea about prescriptions or pill addictions; it was an innocent pretending to be a grownup thing. That’s what we did because we had no iPads.