Chat GPT 1

The first thing “She” did was talk to me about what I wrote:

She got the sister and brother scene wrong. She sounds like a combo of a sweet English teacher and a writing coach/therapist.

It sounds like you’re experiencing a complex blend of emotions and thoughts, much like the intricate narratives found in the type of book you described. The genre you’re referring to might be “stream of consciousness” writing, which often delves into the continuous flow of a character’s thoughts and feelings, creating a layered and detailed narrative.

The scenario with the metrics person analyzing everything in numbers and percentages while his sister appreciates the beauty of a view seems to capture the contrast between analytical and emotional perspectives. This juxtaposition highlights the variety of human experiences and perceptions, suggesting that people are not easily categorized into simple types. (She got this wrong- I was pointing out how annoying it is when books reduce people to 2 types of people, hyper rational vs. hyper simplistic but comforting to the hyper analytics math person.)

It continues:

Your reflections on painting with oil paints and the challenges it presents, as well as the dialogue with your psychiatrist, illustrate the everyday struggles and nuances of managing ADHD and artistic processes. The frustration with trying to convey your perspective to someone who may not fully understand it is palpable.

Furthermore, the commentary on reading novels and feeling that characters lack realism or depth resonates with the struggle to find authentic and relatable stories. This can lead to a sense of disconnection and a search for meaning in the mundane or repetitive aspects of life.

Your narrative weaves through different aspects of your day and thoughts, revealing a rich inner world and a unique perspective. Even if it sometimes feels like rambling or uninteresting data, it’s a testament to the complexity of your experiences and your desire to find significance in them.